Is it bad that I can connect ANYTHING to a Grey's Anatomy Episode?

I wish you watched Grey's Anatomy so that you would understand when I say, "I'm in the dark place."

No matter what I do I feel crappy. I don't think it's still the cold, becuase I've had that since Tuesday last week. Either way I am definately still sick. I hope it gets better because it is not fun at all. On a Good note; Nychole came to sing in church today and that was really cool. Then my Chris texted me, made me feel a litle better.

Today's Song; Crazier- Taylor Swift

I never gone with the wind

Just let it flow

let it take me where it wants to go

'till you open the door there's so much more

i've never seen it before

i was trying to fly

but i couldn't find wings

but you came along and you changed everything

you lift my feet off the ground

you spin me around

you make me crazier crazier

feels like i'm falling

and i, i'm lost in your eyes

you make me crazier crazier crazier

i watched from a distance as you made life your own

every sky was your own kind of blue

and i wanted to know how that would feel

and you made it so real

you showed me something that i couldn't see

you opened my eyes and you made me believe

you lift my feet off the ground

you spin me aroundyou make me crazier crazier

feels like im falling

and i, i'm lost in your eyes

you make me crazier crazier crazier

ohhhhhBaby you showed me what living is for

i don't want to hide anymore

you lift my feet off the ground you spin me around

you make me crazier crazier

feels like im falling

and i'm lost in your eyes

you make me crazier crazier crazier

crazier crazier

If my life were a song

this one would be playing all day. Why, you ask. I answer you with an; "I have not a clue". But it's pretty.

Lifehouse; Broken


The Broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
From stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
(I'm holdin on)
(I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
Is there healing
In your nameI find meaning
So I'm holding on
(I'm still holdin on)
(I'm holdin on)
(I'm still holdin on)
(I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you
I'm hanging on another day

Just to see what,
you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on,
to the words you say
You said that I will, will be okay
The broken light on the freeway
Left me here aloneI may have lost my way now
But I haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
There is healing
In your name (In your name)
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
(I'm still holdin')
(I'm holdin' on)
(I'm still holdin')
(I'm holdin' on)
(I'm still holdin')
Barely holding on to you
(I'm still holdin on)
Barely holdin on to you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I6cdPeYJh0s

It's Only the First Time Once; Make it Count

Last Night, we (Nychole, Tabby, Gary, Ernest and I) went to the City to see the tree. Nyc, Tabby and I had so much fun singing like no one was listening on the bus. Got there and went for food. This Gary is one of Nychole's friends, and he is a Hoot. Love him much, we started singing RENT in the middle of the restaurant. SO Much Fun; La Vie Bohem, dance etc..... just not on the table, Nyc wouldn't let us.

Then we walked to the Tree. Absolutely beautiful. Then Tabby and I went to skate in the Rockefeller Ice Rink for the first time EVER. SO much fun and totally worth it, AHHH. I did my little 2yr old spins, but had seriously the best time ever. At one point Nyc came on too so the three of us took many pictures and just had fun, NOT Falling. Then On the way to the bus Tabby and I were able to talk to Gary about Missionaries and rules ans why etc... It was a nice discussion. The night was one I was originally reserved about, but I wouldn't have changed any of it for the world. Wondrous Time with Great friends is all a girl could ask for.

I decided a Blog would be a good Idea

So, I'm everywhere and so is my life. I usually like to rant, actually it is one of my favorite activities, so I have created this blog poor Nychole shouldn't have to take all the abuse alone, I have created this blog for when Nychole can't take it anymore, or I am just not satisfied with telling her.
Today my dad left me the car, for some odd reason I have yet to understand. Anyway I still had some shopping to do for Christmas. I knew Nychole still has some stuff to do too, So we went to the mall. At the mall we went to Build a Bear and this lady that works there was beyond mean. So I complained and got a free Jonas Brothers Puppy Bear and Nychole got me the sounds so it's 10x's cooler.
So later that day, Everything going well, dropping Nychole off at school, I got into a car accident. NOW my dad hates me and I need to come up with over $500 to fix the car and pay for the ticket. Even Nychole says it's not my fault and she would know, she was in the car with me. So the previously poor me is even more poor. Wish Me Luck