Got Me thinking

As I recount today as well, this guy Nate(prettycoolguy) asked me Why I was going on a mission. I found this to be an odd question becuase well, Everyone usually just says That's Great or Awesome, even, That's so cool. Never has I ever gotten a Why? Even more upsetting to me was that I didn't really have an answer. I know that when I had first decided that I wanted to go I had a reason. A reason that motivated me to start everything I needed to do for it imediately. A reason strong enough to motivate me to go through obstacles I would have rathered not have had to go through. Yet, now as I thought about it, I didn't have an answer. At this point, I decided that I need to find the reason I wanted to go on a mission again. I don't want to be one of those girls who only goes on her mission because she's not married or in a serious relationship. I want to go knowing that I have a real reason for going and not just becuase I have nothing better to do. Starting today, I'm searching for it again...... Searching......