No Joke

Today my two babies, Ryan Reeson and Adrian Alonzo graduated High School. Oh my Goodness, I remember when they were Christopher's age. I've been planning on going to their graduation since they came into the High School. Graduation has come and gone and I did not have the energy or motivation to go, even just for the end. I did not go to their graduation at all. Honestly all I did was go get Christopher from his play practice today. Nothing happened on the way there and nothing happened on the way back. But I get home and all I want to do it cry. I'm tired and all I want to do is cry and all I did today was go get Chris from Rehearsal. The Sister Missionaries called and asked me to go out with them tomorrow, I honestly don't think I can do it. I really need to find out what's going on, because I'm not okay with this, it's not pleasant, I feel horrible and though My two guys prolly didn't even think twice about whether or not I was there, I should have been there and I didn't go.