Feelings Enough to Write about

I was looking back at all the guys I have liked in, pretty much my whole life. I notice that I have a thing for guys I know won't stick around long. I would like to say that it is because I don't need to get attached and therefor avoid getting hurt. But I didn't keep that precaution with Cory. So I'm thinking after all my complaints ect... about him not being willing to commit, I wonder if I have commitment problems. I can commit to you for a shot period of time, but I look for the next thing quickly. Unless I do that because no guy has ever actually stuck around for too long, so this is just how I have become. Not even sure, just elt like writting down my feelings.