Friday, August 6, 2010

Dancing

So today I watched step up 3. I left the theatre drained and terrified.
The movie reminded me of how I feel when I'm dancing. Reminded me that I can still be as happy as I was once upon a time when I was dancing. I was terrified becuase rather then leaving the movie wanting to share it with my mom, who I wish could understand how I feel about dancing, or Nychole who has been my friend for ages or even Christopher Norton who I tell all my secrets, feelings, fears desires to. I left wanting to share it with Cory.
This scares me becuase I don't know him well enough to want to share something so close to my heart with him. I'm scared because I still want to. I'm scared becuase this means that I'm falling for him and I'm not sure I'm ready for that. And it Terrifies me because I don't know or think he feels the same way. Wish I could tell him, but the result might not be something I can take right now.

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