Teenage Dream

I have constantly been associating the song Teenage Dream by Katy Perry to Cory. The reason this is a little off is that I never understood why. Now I do........ Listen to the words... Okay, read them...... Out of Order, but in the way I connect it to him;

"Before You Met me, I was a wreck..... Things were kindda heavy, You brought me to life."
If you knew me before June/July, or even then, you know that I was in such a, what we call Chemical Depression. I didn't want to do anything or be around Anyone. At times it was often hard just to be around people. I unfortunately couldn't even bring myself to hang out with My BFF Nychole on her birthday. Unless you fought to stay in my life I did everything in my power to kick you out of it. Some how, Cory got past my defences and I let him in. Shortly after, I started letting other people in/ back in. He has no clue and it's something I will never be able to repay him for.

"My Heart Stops When You Look at Me"
One of the First things I noticed about Cory, even back when I was 14 were his eyes. I have a thing for Hazel eyes. LOL, There was a point I didn't even remember that he had glasses because I always looked past them. Either way, when ever he looked at me and eve to this day, If I catch him looking at me and get a good look at his eyes, my heart always skips a beat.

"You think I'm pretty without any make-up on"
On the first day of School this Fall semester, I was driving back to work after class and saw him driving by, so I texted him. He ended up coming to my job just to say Hi after I hadn't seen him for a while. I didn't realized until after just how horrible I looked, MY eyebrows were not done and I have No make up on, but He didn't act any differently then he had before. He still treated me like I was the prettiest girl ever. Don't tell him that, he might get mad that I noticed he did something nice.... lol

"Just one touch, now baby I Believe"
Just Yesterday, I am sure I was at the point where I was finally getting over him. Realizing that he doesn't want me in his life and I can have a life without him. And then out of the blue he texts me saying all the crap a perfect guy would say. And I'm back in love again. I see him and I am right where he wants me ::rolls eyes::. Just One Word, Just One Touch and I'm right back in his arms. uurrggghhhhhhhhh

"I finally Found You, My Missing Puzzle Piece, I'm complete"
Nychole has even said that I have no real reason to Love this man. Regardless I do, more then I would like to. I feel like no matter what is going wrong in the world that everything is alright when he's holding me. With him I feel Whole and I haven't felt like that for someone since before I even met Cory....... like 6 years ago. Just saying.......



At the end of the Day... Cory is MY Teenage Dream