So if you've been reading this, you know that I have kindda liked Cory for a while now. It interesting the drama that has surrounded that whole relationship. Tonight after not really seeing him for almost a month and finally beginning to get over him he and I talked for a while. I've come to the realization that if I like Cory I have to like all of him and that all of him includes how he is in relationships.
He made a point to tell me to please text him and to never think I am bothering him. He finally told me how he feels about me. He made it a point to explain to me the way he works in general and how that connects to the way he behaves. He explained to me his schedule letting me know that it isn't that he doesn't want to hang out with me it's that he's busy. I think this will work out a little better now that I am taking classes, between work, classes and homework, I will hopefully not miss him so much.
I came away from today feeling comfortable with our relationship noting to myself that if I am entering this relationship I need to be okay with the way he works. I need to know that he isn't the kind of boyfriend that is gonna dance with me or say good morning out of the blue. Flowers are Never gonna be his thing. He isn't for example the boyfriend Hyrum was were he and I needed to see each other any time we got a chance or talk whenever we are apart.
At the end of the day he is the guy that will cuddle with me to watch a movie. Make sure I get home safe when he knows I've been out late and am tired out of my mind. Comforts me when I'm uneasy and tell me I'm beautiful just because he felt like it.
I'm not saying it's going to be easy from here on out, but I think knowing what I know now, hopefully it will be easier.
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